success tactics

THOU HAS FUCKED UP… so fucking what?

Success tactics here I come, let’s do this, let’s crush this to make up for, and forget all the fuckupery like it never even happened… erased from existence

THOU HAS FUCKED UP… so fucking what?

And thou has been weak as fuck… who cares?

And thou has not been your best self… I’mma shrug my shoulders now

Well… well… someone has been fucking up all weak as fuck

Well… well.. someone thought the walk of shame was the next logical step… the success tactics successathon… you gotta earn your rights to badassery fo sho kind of walk

And there you go bashing self while force-feeding all the success tactics; a super productive and perfect superflow schedule you carefully crafted to do all the successfully things, probably in a waist trainer and all… to earn your right again… to become the beyond next level MOTHERFUCKING THING… 

And you pretend it’s all a fuck yeah posting your successathon on social media and all… 

An overly smiling selfie with some fucking fermented shit in a cup in one hand and stacks of money in the other… all keto for the 2 hour allowed eating window while homeschooling fo sho

caption: woke up before I went to sleep to work out, meditate, receive shaman guru blessings, journal and clean my inbox ‘cause #winningatlife and all that

Shiiiiitttt… I’m bullshitting you though

Like you have no fucking standards resorting to cunt level of fuckery… LOL…

But…  no matter how many times you forget who the fuck you are… masking the shame by forcing the super perfect day upon you, like ‘now you’re conquering the world’ kind of day, with every effort in overdrive… it doesn’t’ make you the motherfucking thing

IT DOESN’T… and you fucking know it’s the walk of shame talking

SOMEONE FORGOT WE DON’T DO THE WALK OF SHAME

SOMEONE FORGOT WE ONLY TO AUDACIOUS

SOMEONE COMPLETELY FORGOT TO CHOOSE BEING THE MOTHERFUCKING THING

Someone is pretending to be a cunt

Right…. Right *read with that wide eyed and surprised voice that just discovered own fuckupery

And here you are with your purpose trying to get your attention… like “hey you… be the MOTHERFUCKING THING will ‘ya… come on already… it’s the absolution you want from all the fuckupery… stop being a twat!!”

If you’d slap your face and listen, you could shift the walk from shame to wild soul in an instant

And yet you’re religiously following some made up super perfect day routine that makes you feel a little more accomplished, successful and perfect on your little successathon of shame

Someone forgot that you decide shit gets done

Someone forgot you decide to show the fuck up and be the motherfucking thing

Someone forgot the only thing that needs to be decided again and again and again is to…

BE THE MOTHERFUCKING THING AND THE REST FOLLOWS

Follow that and the world follows you

Who cares you’ve been eating crap and feel fat as fuck

Who cares you’ve been acting like an asshat and a weak as fuck

Who cares your head was numb spitting out mediocre blabber when you could have been doing epic fucking shit

Who cares you forgot who the fuck you are and pretended to be a cunt

The walk of a wild soul is the only walk that matters

Audacity babe… audacity

Decide and shift your walk

The successathon will only ever slow you down and keep your eyes away from purpose

It will only ever keep you focused on proving your worth… of earning absolution

No matter how you’ve fucked up… there’s no earning your right

You motherfucking choose the good shit is taken care of in your own damn way

Your job?

Showing up… wild… free… unapologetic… audacious… shameless… for everything you crave

BE THE MOTHERFUCKING THING AND THE REST FOLLOWS

xx

Anita